emo time

1/13/2009

yeh

I am quite sure im going back to the wrong person for the wrong reasons

but the process of cutting out any part of you is just excruciating

like kimo when you try to get rid of cancer

so yeh

im going through my very own mental kimo RIGHT now as i struggle to fall asleep despite feeling worn out and drained of all energy.

I never thought id sink to this level

so reliant on a pathetic boy, yes a boy, not even a man

and blogging seems to be the only cure to all the frustration & suppression that's keeping sandman away

Its a fine line between treating someone really really good and kissing their ass

and that line just got too blurry for me

so yeh

The precious lesson i have learnt is that

always love yourself 5% more than you love anybody else(excluding your parents & grandparents if you know them well)

2:09:29 AM | Blog it

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